Happy New Month Everyone!!

Some days you will find it so difficult to get out of your bed because of how pointless everything  around you seems. Some days you won't want to open your eyes because you don't want to once again come face to face with yet another failure in your life. Sometimes you wonder what you are doing wrong, why you're not where you want to be, why you haven't risen at all when you've worked so hard, or why you've fallen so hard when you've done your best. Sometimes it feels like no matter how hard you try, the life that you want will always be out of reach. Then some of us say phuck it I'm done!

It's too hard and too painful to dream so you're done fighting. But you can't be done. You can't give up now. You see, sometimes God delays his blessings to us for a reason. Maybe He thinks you're not ready to handle all that power. May He's just taking His time, waiting, watching, to see how far you're willing to go, to see how much you're willing to sacrifice. Maybe your appointed time has not come yet. But it will definitely come. Just because it hasn't happened for you yet doesn't mean it never will. You just have to keep fighting until it's your turn to receive God's immense blessings.

I'm not better than you. I don't work harder than you. If He can bless me, He can bless you.
Just keep looking ahead and keep believing. You deserve it. IT will come to you...eventually.

Happy New Month
L